Monday, September 21, 2015

The Season is changing - Autumn is kicking in

I don't believe you're wandering around the forest aimlessly; rather, you are seeking the light. Even though you're not sure where you're going, you still seem to be searching for something - the light. And when you see it, you are drawn to it. Without hesitation, you head towards it, knowing it's the only way out of the dark forest. - Chase'n Dreams, Angela Moles
The last couple of years have been one huge roller coaster ride for me. I was going full speed without knowing if this ride would ever stop. I have been through some incredible highs but more so often I was faced with challenging days. I lost someone special to my heart and so it began - the bubble bursted. Reality hit me and I realised that I wasn't on the right path. I wasn't were I wanted to be in life. I wasn't even going in the right direction. For far to long I have been living in the comfort of other peoples company, so much that I forgot to realise myself and my dreams. Going with the flow like a dead fish, that is basically what I did. However I want to make a difference. I want to create light and fire in someones eyes and heart. I want to bring, share and feel happiness. Deep within I tugged away those dreams but now I am in a phase where I can't any longer ignore the screaming desire to do and to live. I still have some way to go before I can cut loose and make the jump, but I feel ready to go against the stream and let my gut feeling lead the way.

Autumn is kicking in and I am feeling better than ever.
The season is changing and I am too.